my screwed up luck with 'l-o-v-e'

yea, title says it all~ kinda feeling low at the moment, so decided to blog about it~ i know there are alot of benifitsof being single, well, i don't mind about my relationship status at all, but its just that, sometimes, well i see cute couples on the streets being so nice to each other, i kinda feel a pang of emptiness inside me... TnT well, i m damn aware that i don't have a nice sexy body or a very pretty face to get any guy interested in me. yea, i m not those girl-y girls either... i don't wear dresses, skirts [school skirt excluded], short revealing stuff... i m plain, yes i know~ that's why i never got into the mindset that i will have a prince charming to come and sweep me off my feet~ but, yea, i m a girl too, i do have crushes >.<

i should state first that i do not have any expectations that any one of my cruses would like me back~ i know my limits perfectly well uhh~ but the point is that, whenever i got a crush, and when i tell some of my friends, some of them will keep it to themselves, while there are also very big mouth-ed ones that would not hesitate to make that the news headlines for tomorrow's newspaper... over the years, i have gotten used to the fact that people do spread rumors and many accept them... yes, i have also been the victim of plenty of rumors~ numb le~ *\(-.-)/*

yes, whenever i tell myself that it is useless to crush on someone because they will never like me back... but sometimes, i just cant help it uhh, so, happy to say that i have just gotten over my longest crush!! ^w^  so yea, although it took long enough, i still gotten over it~ guess you just gotta see things from a different perspective~ yea, to those that are still waiting for prince charming, good luck~! :)

i m so not gonna wait for prince charming, cuz' he is probably too lazy to get his ass up to come sweep me off my feet; instead, i shall wait for my knight in shining armor to come take me away and fulfil my dreams, he has not arrive cuz' he might have took a wrong turn somewhere and is too stuborn to ask for help in directions~ ;) i m waiting for you he knight in shining armour~ :P

so yea, i might sound dumb/silly/idiotic to some of you, but yea, thats what i wanna say~ currently still in the #foreveralone mood though~ >n<